Am I ready?
If he comes tonight, I might be a stuck up bitch. I don’t want to act like nothing really happened. I guess it was not a big deal (to me it was), but I am still wounded. I am going through a renewing process that doesn’t not involve me seeing him in person; I am not ready. I don’t want him to come, but it will selfish of me to wish that he didn’t. I have to be cordial and sophisticated, after all I am queen. After all, this event is not for me or for him, its for a friend.
PJ :]
PS: I don’t think I am ready, but I guess I have to find out tonight.
Posted on Friday June 11th
